In every flower you pick, in every flower you receive, and in every flower you smell
I am there twirling around you and making you feel special.
In every single flower existing in this world, to you I compare them
for someone as special as you should be loved too.
~Every time I put on my pointes, I only not feel special for I feel accepted too.~
There were once days when I dream of becoming a white fluffy cat but
if I really did become one, it would sadden me to not be able to go near my mom
because she is allergic to cats, and then I am so fluffy that I would want to
squeeze myself to death. It’s ironic really. So then I thought of becoming a swan
instead.
Across the valley where most nymphs lived,
Between the ocean and the dreamy forest I
settled in.
Where fellow mermaids and fairies are
found,
I exist happily by twirling on toes.
Dancing and flying on air it may seem,
The law of gravity wrecked in a Hippie
Ballerina like me.
WEARING: Empire Cat Print Skirt c/o Persunmall | Small shoulder bag c/o
chicnova | Owl Necklace c/o IsotopesManila | Thrifted Lace blazer | Vintage White Top | Bracelets from
everywhere | Small shop wedge | Kaymar Alekzis Floral crown
Am I really
a human? Because some kind of unexplainable thing is flowing down my veins and
I can feel it coming. Perhaps, I’d soon grow a translucent, pretty wing at my
back and I’ll be able to fly. Perhaps I am a half-mermaid and a half-fairy, who’s
trying to find a way into Neverland.~
Allow me to relax and to stop thinking even for just a short while... to detach myself from busy school works and from this world which somehow makes me feel like I don't belong... allow me to step into my dreams and turn them all into my reality...
I consider abandoning the city to build a house in the forest and write my own fairytale there. And as of the moment, the closest thing to this dream is through laces, florals, floral crowns and my long curly hair!
Fairytales are often
perceived by grown-ups as a “will-never-happen-in-real-life” and made-up
stories. Perhaps because they expected magical things to happen like fairy god
mothers, flying, and prince charming. Then none of these appeared in their
lives so they gave it up. But as for me, it still lives. I want my life worth
telling so I create my own fairytale!
I live and study in
the busy streets of Manila
but I don’t let this hold me back from wandering around the forests, the clouds
and the oceans ---- where I strongly believe that I belong.
The sun's gold dust is directly hitting my hair, my skin and my body now. I can imagine myself standing in a field full of blooming pink bougainvilleas, lavenders, and colorful butterflies flying around me. The sound of the wind relaxes me. I want this but unfortunately, I live in a city filled with horning cars, black puffs of smoke and high structures stealing the trees' lands. But I would live in the peaceful forest one day. .. or at least make my home like one. Well, I'm planning something. :D
(WEARING: DIY floral wrap-around headband and shorts| Milky Meadow braided bracelets| Vintage socks| Thrifted White Tank top| small shop flowy top| J.Jill shoes)
PLEASE HYPE MY LOOK HERE. Pretty pretty please? hihi.
PLEASE HYPE MY LOOK HERE. Pretty pretty please? hihi.
"We are the music makers,
And we are the dreamers of dreams,
Wandering by lone sea-breakers,
And sitting by desolate streams, ----
World-losers and world-foresakers,
On whom the pale moon gleams,
Yet we are the movers and shakers
Of the world for ever it seems."
One of the reasons why I like to dance ballet and perform is because of the costumes. I've always dreamed of becoming a fairy and I feel like one every recital. Unfortunately, this little joy stopped emerging by the time I entered college because I had to stop taking ballet lessons. :( Luckily, I entered the blogging world and dressing up became a lot than just dressing up. It actually became a way for me to let my inner self took over and let the world know who I really am, ---- a half-fairy and a half-mermaid.
I like how this Floral Crown I bought from Kaymar Alekzis Bags compliments my hair! I swear I love the crown so much that when I saw it during the release of the collection, I messaged ate Kaye immediately and reserved it. Tapos sinadya ko pa 'to sa UST pero okay lang kasi nagpakita na rin ako sa YFC nun kaya so happy ako. o diba, may sentimental value pa! lol. Thanks Ate Kaye! :))
The flowers are not too huge yet the floral crown is a statement piece and a conversation starter! It's so pretty and it completes my "mori girl partying" look. :">
Definitely, THE BALLERINA ON FIRE.
There’s a tunnel under my bed that leads to my secret chocolate factory. I fell into my strawberry dip pool so my hair color changed. Or you could just say that I'm one step closer in being a pure mermaid.. haha!
I dyed my hair today.. actually my mom did it. haha. I woke up really early (4:30am) just so she could dye my hair before she went to work. I really wanted to be a red-headed girl so why wait for tomorrow if I already have the hair dye here at home. haha!! The red looks really good under the sun! I wanted it to be brighter.. the hue close to orange and bright red. But Burgundy was the only one available at Watson's so thank goodness for my almost blonde hair. The red dye mixed well.
My hair is not that bright indoors so I'll just spend most of my time outside. LOL. But I might dye my hair in brighter red if I'll have the chance. :) 4 sachets was used to dye my ever so makapal na buhok. Kulang pa nga eh. Anyway, I hope the color will change as the days pass. hehe~
I still have so many backlogs and outfit posts waiting to be published. :( But don't worry, you'll see me and my red hair really really soon! hihi~
Have a great week!


































