Happy Halloween!!! My cousin's 40 Days.

Happy Halloween! This is a day late but I forgot to post this last night for I fell asleep. I am very pre-occupied with my thesis so I will not be able to celebrate "Undas"properly. I'm using old photos from the previous years. My family plans on spending time at the cemetery for 3 days. Oct 31 to Nov. 2. Apparently, I am here at home, working. Anyway, it's better to sacrifice a little now than to be on the same situation again next year.

Yesterday, Oct. 31, 2014 was my dear cousin's 40 days. We went to the cemetery. I really miss him. Everything's different. Everything will be different. I cannot even write properly now. I don't know what to say.


Rae Abigael J. Caacbay is a ballerina, visual artist, and a BS Interior Design graduate based in the Philippines. She went through a quarter life crisis by the end of 2016 and though she's lost in the middle of fulfilling her dreams, she still keeps on moving forward anyway. Most of her work focuses on interior design, writing/marketing, and painting.


  1. u guys look fab for halloween
    sorry to hear about your cousin , god bless the family
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  2. Rae, losing someone changes us more than realize it can but somehow we get through... I am never sure how but I have seen it many times in my own life.

    Once your thesis is over you will get back to writing and you are right, it is good to give up a little right now so that you are not in the same place next year... I will continue to pray for you and send out good vibes... xox

  3. love your costume!


  4. Great pics !!
    Im so sorry for your loss:(

  5. Everything will be fine, Rae. No one know when, but everything will be fine. :)

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  6. Great costumes ! Hope you had a fabulous Halloween ! :)

  7. I'm so sorry for your loss, too. Time heals! I'm back from my trip & resuming my blog hopping. Hope you'd a great Halloween, dear!
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